blueberry cobbler

i haven’t written much about myself in a very long,

so let’s see how this goes…

So summer starts Friday, June 1st, at 12pm. But the next day, I have a SAT and I’m not really ready for it, but I’m excited to get that over with, so I can apply early to colleges. Damn, college. Didn’t think I’d ever make it to this point in my life. Tomorrow I have my last final, as a Junior in high school. Though I don’t know where I’ll be living three months from now, I can honestly say I know God will guide my family and myself in the right direction. It’s crazy to think that most of my classmates, that I’ve know for about my whole education life, and I are going to be seniors. And as of the seniors right now who are my friends, I honestly am so happy for each and every one of them. Their life is going to be great! Yes, I will miss them, some of them more than others, and some I will never see again, but that’s life right? 

So talking after next week, around June 9th, I will be starting on my road trip, with my momma and hopefully the best doggy ever, to Indiana. Yes, I love Texas, and I want to spend lots of time with the friends I have here, but I have a job I need to attend to. You’re probably thinking I could get a job here, right? Well I’ve tried, and since I got a job in Indiana, I should probably hop on the job, and not let go of it. So yes, that’s my plan. Hopefully while there, in Attica, I can run into and meet the young man that was in the paper a few months ago. Just kidding. But while I’m there, I’ll be doing some studies, helping my grandmother with planning her 50th anniversary party, with her and my granddad. I think they are the funniest married couple ever, especially since they’ve lasted 50 years. There are times it seems like they hate each other, by the way they talk to each other or look at one another. But I know, from experience, that they love each other than anyone will ever know. And they are getting to that age, that they pray God takes them but not the other, or just none at all. I also will be attending birthday parties, a celebration of a new baby, a birth, softball games, and just parties in general (PG13 related of course).

What I hope to get from summer? I hope to make some new friends along the way and keep them if I end up leaving. Maybe I’ll have a love life, maybe I won’t. I’m leaving that in Gods hands. But I hope I end summer, knowing I did everything I wanted to do and a little extra. I want to know, that everything will be okay, including myself, and that God has a plan for me. I want to know that I will be ready for whatever he throws my way. I want many things, but I must not list them all. 

I hope every single person I know, or don’t know, has a wonderful summer. And remember, just keep swimming<3